other than money problem that i know nobody here can help me...

could someone gives recommendations of great German music?

i don't mind what genre because i have weird ears that accept any music no matter what language or genre as long as they are very good music.

help me?

someone?

sorry..in a rush.

i'll repost at detox when i have time.T_T

warning: this post contain explicit contents.read at your own risk.

and my first attempt at sex scene.T_T

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Part 2


“Kim Jae Joon. It’s been a while. I really....really...”

A man taller than JaeJoong by probably 3.6 cm inched closer to the confused looking JaeJong who was trying to get some alcohol out of the empty bottle.

“....miss you.”

He giggled like an obsessed fan-girl.

At the same time an unusually unpleasant smell started to loom out, suffocating the bar tender who was just about to enter the private room with another bottle of vodka.

The unlucky bar tender took off almost immediately and he knew.

That guy just ate dried squid and forgot to wash his mouth.

At the mean time, JaeJoong’s face scrunched as if his eyes, eyebrows, and nose were going to come together.

JaeJoong threw him a disgusted look. He placed the vodka on the table and moved nearer to the voice.


“1st, my name is Kim Jae Joong. 2nd, excuse me for going to call you ‘bastard’, but we’ve just met less than a minute ago, Young Jae. What’s your point by saying ‘u misses me’?”


Young Jae smirked. He walked passed JaeJoong humming to the song played at the background. Unknowingly, he grabbed the vodka bottle that JaeJoong placed on the table earlier.


He spun around; facing JaeJoong’s back, holding the bottle tightly against his palm.
JaeJoong didn’t know what will happen next, but somehow....



“Aww, did I say that? I thought I said I’m GOING to miss you.”
Just about when he was about to turn around, the other guy already had his arm raised to the air and in a flash, the empty bottle ended up ‘kissing’ JaeJoong’s exposed forehead.





Small pieces of glasses splattered around the crime scene. Mostly on the table, and some even jammed deeply in JaeJoong’s bare flesh. JaeJoong came in contact with the cold unknown-material floor; his head once again hit the edge of the table.
His eyelids almost fell, closing his hazel eyes completely. In the dim room, he could still see Young Jae’s hideous smile. Amongst the heavy music banging in the space, he still could hear Young Jae’s devilish laughter echoing in his ears.
Young Jae’s face grew bigger in his view. Just when he was drifting away from the world, he felt lighter. The loud music coasting away from surrounding and he thought he heard something that sounded bizarre to his ears.


“Soon, my love. Soon.”


He knew something big will happen soon. And he hopes it has nothing to do with Yunho.

-/-/-/-/-/-/-/-/-/-/-/-/-/-/-/-/-/-/-/-/-/-/-/-/-/-/-/-/-/-/-/-/-/-/-/-/-/-/-/-/-/-/-/-/-/-/-/-/-/-/-/-/-/-/-/

Yunho arrived at an old abandoned warehouse with gloomy atmosphere. His hair stood, almost as tall as the infamous Eiffel Tower in Paris. As he took more steps nearer to the entrance, he felt the chills coming out on his spine, while in his head thousands of images appeared flashing upon him; of their sweet and bitter moments together.


The door creaked open upon Yunho’s light kick on the ancient-looking wood. It’s ‘skin’ almost come off completely, and he swore he could see termites taking their ‘late dinner’ inside it.

And looked like they were enjoying it.


Just after 3 steps ahead, loud shrieking noise came out of nowhere; killing the silence that was there a moment before. At the 4th steps, he felt the ground under him disappeared in a speed of light and he flew downwards which made he felt like it was infinite. After a split second, a loud thud was heard and Yunho fell into a pool of dried leaves with unbelievable stench that made his nostril flared in and out uncontrollably.


He got up instantly at the view before his very own eyes.
JaeJoong, tied tightly on a chair. With dried blood smudging his angelic face, but the glow that made he falls head over heels for that guy over and over again still visible to his eyes. The fragile-looking young man was tired from the countless torture, physically and mentally.



Yunho had the urge to run like a hungry cheetah and wrapped his lover in his wide arms.
He already took a step forward but halted just before he proceeded with the 2nd step.
Why?

JaeJoong was trapped. In a glass room with no entrance. No doors. No windows.

He sluggishly dragged his legs towards the huge aquarium, eyes never a second leaving his lover image before him.
He wanted to kiss him endlessly.
He wanted to hold his face near to his beating heart. He wanted to chase the pain away. He wanted to wipe that grief of his beautiful face. He wanted to chant lullaby to his ears. But he couldn’t.

“HAHAHHAHAHHHAHAHA.”

Somewhere from behind the glass, came a man at about his age, grinning like a retard walking loosely towards him. Yunho knew him. Too well for his own good.

“ You.”
Was all Yunho could utter at that very moment. As if he lost his tongue the moment he saw JaeJoong’s condition.

“Yes, me.”


The annoying-looking man with his stupid grin still pasted on his ugly face bowed politely to Yunho as if to mock him for his stupidity.
The man kept walking around the limited space, as if he was unaware of the reek that made Yunho almost threw up.



His back was facing Yunho and in the still moment, he hummed a tune that sounded peculiarly familiar to Yunho’s ears.


Yunho in a deep thought of how and where he heard that tune. It somehow sounded typical but at the same time, he annoyed Yunho’s unconditionally.


Young Jae stopped just about when he reached the glass box where he kept JaeJoong. He twisted his neck just enough so that he could see Yunho’s expression.


He wasn’t grinning anymore but instead, his eyes were gawping intensely towards Yunho’s direction.

“You took him from me. And now, he’s mine again. You will never come between us.”
Yunho could smell danger (other than the uncomfortable stench) coming from his rival’s words.

“What did you do to him?”
Yunho gritted his teeth; he clenched his fist tightly as if he wanted to break the man’s bones and turned it into porridge.

“Well, where shall we begin?”
Young Jae somehow ended up in the glass cage, circling the vulnerable Kim JaeJoong; his eyes not ever once leaving his victim half naked figure.


Yunho could clearly see his lover’s delicate body filled with ugly bruises, along with half-dried blood; some even still dripping of his chin.

“Hmm, JaeJoong-shi.”


He let his final step end just by JaeJoong side, giving him full access of the little angel before him. He stooped low, blowing air to JaeJoong‘s face. JaeJoong was awake all that time, ever since Yunho fell out of nowhere.


He saw the look on Yunho’s face when he saw him. He saw how disappointed Yunho was when he couldn’t do anything to help him.


He wanted to scream his pain out. He wanted to cry his misses so badly.
But all he could do now just shed tears in his heart, inside his broken body.
With not much effort and energy, he wanted to cry his heart out but all he managed to say was


“Y...Yyy...Yunn...Yunnie ah”



Yunho couldn’t hear that call but unfortunately, Young Jae managed to catch every bit of his words.
He shot up straight, gazing at JaeJoong as if he wanted to eat him alive.



In one strong punch, JaeJoong’s face came in contact directly with the hard cold pavement.
Yunho ran in a speed of light, screaming his lover’s name as if to catch his love from falling but he was trapped.


Nothing he could do other than watching him suffers over and over again. JaeJoong was hurt physically but Yunho’s inside felt like being chewed; hard and slow.

“Dear Yunho, do you know what we did together last night?”


At the way he smile, the way he uttered ‘we’, the way he shot his horrid stare, the way he walked towards him, made Yunho felt like cutting the other male into chunks and feed stray dogs with his raw flesh.


Yunho wanted to smash the mirror before him but, he knew. He will never make it a success.
“What?”
Yunho answered in disgust.

“I made him scream my name.”


“AGHHHHHHHH.”


“Scream my name, whore.”


YoungJae pounded the long platinum stick, with blunt end into JaeJoong torn entrance with no mercy. Although after thousands of plea, after the nth cry, until his voice became rough, not even a bit of sympathy was shown in his dark eyes. Even after the blunt object was painted with crimson dye, he forced JaeJoong to kneel, with his sore ass pointed high to the empty heaven above them.


“ARGHH.Plee....please.....YoungJae ah.”


He sat on top of the spent body, ignoring the cries and shrieks from the creature below him. He took of his belt in an instant, and slashed the man underneath him maliciously.

A dreadful smile crept up on his face. A full and satisfying laughter erupted as JaeJoong’s moaned in pain; slowly turning into an ugly crescendo at every drop of tears JaeJoong shed.

He slipped a shiny cock-ring to the tip of JaeJoong’s treasure. He rubbed his member, vigorously




At a moment, he’ll twist the standing organ as if he wanted to part it into two. He repeated the same action, even when he turned tired. But it satisfies him. Deep inside, he knew. JaeJoong will never leave him again.



“I made him begged for my love.”



He got off JaeJoong’s body, at the same time pulling out the object out of JaeJoong, hard and slow. JaeJoong whimpered deeply; he felt like his insides were sliced slowly with blunt knife; he felt like his heart was jabbed by thousands of needles. His soul was tearing apart at the thought of Yunho came crossing his tainted mind. Yunho, not even once had ever touched him; in so many ways.


He spun JaeJoong’s limb body around, almost as if he wanted to throw the other man against the wall. He pulled JaeJoong’s hair, edging closer to his face. He spat on his face and replayed the same sentence that he demanded from him over and over again.


“Who is your lover?”


With the last trace of energy he has, JaeJoong lifted his half-closed lids; giving YoungJae an empty stares. With great effort, he managed to lift his bleeding hand and traced YoungJae’s well-shaped jaw line. He forced a small smile before mouthing a word that made his dead spirit jet to life.


“Yunho.”

finally i'm able to update.will post another part soon if there's positive responds.no need to add if u want to read prev. chapters. i'll un-private them in a short time.^_^


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13

Somehow, when we separated that night, with ‘the me’ half naked, screaming Junsu over a bloody boxer and also half naked Yoochun almost jumping on Junsu, again because of a bloody boxer hanging on the back of the door, we never met again for over a week.

It’s been a week, and I’ve been staring the blank screen of my newly brought LG flip cell phone that caused ¾ of my monthly pocket money.
What happened to my old phone?

--rewind--

One week, ½ days, 12 hours, 59 minutes, 33 seconds before....

Jung Yunho, a 18 years old student, was spotted somewhere in Seoul half-dragging a sex-crazed-looking young man, at about his age out from an unknown house with squeaking high-pitch mystery noise, believed to be coming from inside the house.


The witnesses, a group of bitches school girls with unbelievable short skirt and tiny uniform said


“Seriously, that half naked guy was so hot that I almost jizzed in my skirt. Now, if you take me to him, I’ll make him and took his jeans off those long sexy legs. And I bet he has hairless- “


-Pause-

Yunho: What are trying to do? =,=””

-Play-


Forgive us for the sudden interruption.

Currently, the criminal is having mental disorder from the sudden missing of his lover, Kim Jae Joong.

Moving on, again on the same day, the criminal was seen by a group of drunken old women on the road, riding a motorbike with the same sex-crazed young man from the house, but unfortunately, this time, both were completely dressed.


The sex-crazed men, who believed to be called as Yoochun (from our trusted source), which later seemed like was struggling with both of his hands roaming around the criminal’s abdomen. A huge truck could be seen being dangerously close to the motorbike.


As the criminal looked like he was prying Yoochun’s lips away from his face, the fierce struggling had causes the bike to lose its balance and ended up at the side of the road, with broken side mirrors, giggling Yoochun and swearing Jung Yunho.


That’s all from me, Tsushio Lee. Stay tune for more breaking news. ^_^

--forward--


Please ignore that. Just so you know, my hand phone broke in an accident. If only it wasn’t because of that stupid Park Yoochun who had thought me as JaeJoong’s brother, we wouldn’t had ended up walking all the way to my house which happened to be ONLY about 2 hours and 5 minute from the ‘crime scene’.


And where am I now? I’m in JaeJoong’s house watching over his immature little brother from running away to meet Yoochun. And I’m watching the same Spanish soap-theatre for the past 3 hours.


doko kani One Dream
itsu no hika Still on
Two Dreams ugokidasu Brand new world
dareka o aisuru youni
Dream Dream


Unknown number came up flashing on the screen.


Could it be JaeJoong?

“Hello.”

“Jung Yun........ho.”

“I know I have wonderful name but do you have to say it that....passionate-ly? =.=" ”

“I know where JaeJoong is.”

Fuck. Who the hell is this?

“Spit it out.”


Behind the scene:

Scene: Yunho dragging Yoochun out the house

Take 1

Yunho: *sweating heavily*

Yoochun: Love, don’t worry. I’ll come back soon.
*hands reaching out for the door*

Junsu: Sugarpuffs, come back soon.

Yoochun: I will. I’ll miss your sex voice. I’ll miss your duck butt. I’ll miss your huge ***** in my mouth.

PD: CUT!!!!!!!^%^$%&&*&*^&%$#%$!!!!!

Take 2

Yoochun: Love, don’t worry. I’ll come back soon. *hands reaching out for the door*

Junsu: Sugarpuffs, come back soon.

JaeJoong (from out of nowhere): Yunho yah, I bought an ice-cream. Would you like some?

Yunho: *drops Yoochun on the cement* Coming!!!!
Yoochun & Junsu: =.=””””

PD: .........

Take 3

Yoochun: Love, don’t worry. I’ll come back soon. *hands reaching out for the door*

Junsu: Sugarpuffs, I’ll give you a nice ‘treat’ if you come back soon.

Yoochun: *kicks Yunho on his shin* Junsu yah, prepare the ‘treat’!!!!

Junsu: Yoochunnie~~

Yunho: O_o

PD: BRING ME ANOTHER ROLE OF FILM!!!!

JaeJoong: PD-shi, do you want some ice-cream?

help~

help me~~

why is it so hard to find japanese romanized lyric?!??!?!O_o

and mp3 download!??!?!T_T

can someone please recommend me sites to download japanese mp3 like news,arashi...xD..and more of course.xD

and where to find japanese romanized lyric?O_o

find me usher - pop ya collar

please~~!!

T_T

someone

sorry~

let me start again

if someone ever happen to read this post,can u help me t0 find these songs~please~in mp3 format

frankie j - dont want to try
westlife 'the love' and 'home' full album

somehow when looking for korean songs it was easy for me but for english songs....*fall backwards*...yeah~xD

please~~i need these before i go back to uni this saturday~

IMPORTANT!!!

MY MP3 DOWNLOAD ENTRY WILL BE..CHANGE TO THIS ENTRY.

SO, ALL UPDATE WILL BE DONE HERE.U STILL CAN MAKE A REQUEST AT THE OLD ENTRY, BUT WILL BE FULFILLED HERE.
HAPPY DOWNLOADING.^_^

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TOHOSHINKI - THE SECRET CODE

02 Bolero -short ver.-.mp3
03 Jumon -MIROTIC-.mp3
04 Doushite -short ver.-.mp3
05 Purple Line.mp3
06 Summer Dream.mp3
08 We are! -short ver.-.mp3

GOLDEN BRIDE OST

01. sarang ee dduh nan da - Han Ul.wma
02. hyang soo - Kim Dong Wook.wma
03. hyang soo (Saxophone Version) - L.wma
04. jang mi ga ji gi jun eh - Park Sun Joo, K.wma;

erghhh

warfggjbacbas!!!

lj failed on me.I cant edit my mp3 download post.T_T

so,i'm posting these here.before lj decided to hate me, i added 3 albums on the prev post.please check it out.

and these are when lj..*sigh*.Take and leave quietly please.N it would be better if u leave a thank you comment.^^

BB Remember

1. INTRO - 모두 다 소리쳐 (Everybody Scream).mp3
2. 오, 아, 오 (Oh, Ah, Oh).mp3
3. Sunset Glow.mp3
4. 반짝반짝 (Sparkling, Sparkling).mp3
5. STRONG BABY (Seungri SOLO).mp3
6. WONDERFUL.mp3
7. Foolish Love.mp3
8. Haru Haru (ACOUSTIC VERSION).mp3
9. Lies [REMIX].mp3
10. Last Farewell [REMIX].mp3
11. REMEMBER.mp3


Epik HIgh - Love Scream

01 Butterfly Effect.mp3
02 Fallin' (feat. Jo YeJin from Lucite Tokki).mp3
03 Harajuku Days.mp3
04 Habit (feat. Ha Dong Kyun of Wanted).mp3
05 Shh.mp3
06 1 Minute and 1 Second (feat. Taru).mp3
07 1825 (Paper Cranes).mp3

JJ LIn "West Side"

01.JJ Lin-Monologue.mp3
02.JJ Lin-The Killa.mp3
03.JJ Lin-The Killa @ Awakening.mp3
04.JJ Lin-West Side.mp3
05.JJ Lin-Bored (JJ-Fusion).mp3
06.JJ Lin-Singled Out.mp3
07.JJ Lin-K-O.mp3
08.JJ Lin-Boyfriend.Girlfriend.mp3
09.JJ Lin-L-O-V-E.mp3
10.JJ Lin-Love Is In The Air.mp3
11.JJ Lin-Flying On Your Own.mp3
12.JJ Lin-Baby Baby.mp3
13.JJ Lin-Freedom.mp3

A LOVE TO KILL OST

01. 더 이상 (Howl).mp3
02. 이 죽일 놈의 사랑 (이수영).mp3
03. Geu Rae Do... Sarang Ee Da - Shin Seung Hoon.mp3
04. 꿈 (Dream) (K.Will).mp3
05. 애루 (愛淚) (지타).mp3
06. 어쩌다 (태완).mp3
07. 재회 (임현정).mp3
08. 쉬어 (Glue).mp3
09. 이 까짓 사랑 (태완).mp3
10. 속이지마 (Don’t Fool Me) (Glue).mp3
11. 꿈 (Dream)(Ballad Ver.) - K.Will.mp3
12. 이 죽일 놈의 사랑 (Inst.).mp3
13. Geu Rae Do... Sarang Ee Da (Instrumental).mp3
Kim Young Jae - Goo Reum (Kang Min Goo Theme).mp3

SECRET OST

01. Opening.mp3
02. 脚踏车.mp3
03. 早操.mp3
04. 淡水海边.mp3
05. 斗琴.mp3
06. 湘伦小雨四手联弹.mp3
07. Ride With Me.mp3
08. 父与子.mp3
09. 情人的眼泪.mp3
10. First Kiss.mp3
11. 女孩别为我哭泣.mp3
12. 晴天娃娃.mp3
13. 阿郎与阿宝.mp3
14. 与父共舞.mp3
15. 路小雨.mp3
16. The Swan.mp3
17. Flash Back.mp3
18. Secret (慢板).mp3
19. Angel.mp3
20. 小雨写立可白Ⅰ.mp3
21. 小雨写立可白Ⅱ.mp3
22. Secret (加长快板).mp3
23. 琴房.mp3
24. Ending.mp3
25. 不能说的秘密.mp3



^ this movie starring Jay Chou and the girl that i dont know her name.I like this movie and all the piano songs in here.Hence, I found this album.Great for piano lovers.LOve the tracks.^^

sorry~

T_T

plan to share videos is halted.T_T

final exam is killing me~~T________________T

WAHH!!

nah~...nuting interesting.just wanted to say i updated my download kpop post.xD.

added big bang new album

maybe will add mirotic,jay chou - secret ost album,jj lin - west side album,and jay chou latest album(after finished the request.cant promise.:x)

and..taken from solocry.xD

Which dbsk member are you? Your Result: Xiah Junsu   Xiah Junsu? Well, let's see... You have a cute and adorable aura around you that people cant resist. You love cracking jokes and puns on the scene when there is obvious tension in the room. Cheering up is your specialty. You hate it when friends are fighting and tend to cry if they do. You would love to have a positive outlook on the world, because you are somewhat negative. You may seem like you're perfect but your not, just close. And just like junsu, you excell in schoolwork! YOU'RE A XIAH JUNSU!!!
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Which dbsk member are you? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

taken from lavenie_2619 who took it from zerotrigeal who took it from her friend whom i dont know.xD.

feel free to fill it.>_<



01) Are you currently in a serious relationship?
02) What was your dream growing up?
03) What talent do you wish you had?
04) If I bought you a drink what would it be?
05) Favorite vegetable?
06) What was the last book you read?
07) What zodiac sign are you?
08) Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? Explain where.
09) Worst Habit?
10) If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride?
11) What is your favorite sport?
12) Do you have a Pessimistic or Optimistic attitude?
13) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?
14) Worst thing to ever happen to you?
15) Tell me one weird fact about you.
16) Do you have any pets?
17) What if I showed up at your house unexpectedly?
18) What was your first impression of me?
19) Do you think clowns are cute or scary?
20) If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?
21) Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?
22) What color eyes do you have?
23) Ever been arrested?
24) Bottle or can soda?
25) If you won $10,000 today, what would you do with it?
27) What's your favorite place to hang out at?
28) Do you believe in ghosts?
29) Favorite thing to do in your spare time?
30) Do you swear a lot?
31) Biggest pet peeve?
32) In one word, how would you describe yourself?
33) Do you believe/appreciate romance?
34) Favourite and least favourite food?
35) Do you believe in God?
36) Will you repost this so I can fill it out and do the same for you?

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Title: First Love
Author: tsushio
Pairing: Jaeho/Yunjae,Yoosu
Length: chaptered
Genre: Romance/a bit humor
Rating: PG13
Summary: Kim JaeJoong regain his mind and memory.Young Jae love the change.What will happen next?

warning :
1. The chapters are short.
2. My grammars and vocabs aren't perfect.Mistakes are everywhere.
3. Sometimes it can be confusing.
4. I've warn you.xD

other chapters are private but the prologue and the 1st three are public.

http://tsushiomurakami.livejournal.com/18054.html

Title: First Love
Author: tsushio
Pairing: Jaeho/Yunjae,Yoosu
Length: chaptered
Genre: Romance/a bit humor
Rating: PG13
Summary: Kim JaeJoong regain his mind and memory.Young Jae love the change.What will happen next?

warning :
1. The chapters are short.
2. My grammars and vocabs aren't perfect.Mistakes are everywhere.
3. Sometimes it can be confusing.
4. I've warn you.xD

as promise,I post this chapter now.xp.I'm working on more chapters.I planned to do it lik earlier but becoz my aunt came,I couldnt.And it had been a week straight I had to sleep late and woke up freakisly early.T_T.I was busy with the hospital matters,the signatures,the..copies of the letter,the..wutever there are...and just now I've realize that I forgot to buy more...well..not sure what it is called in english so lets just forget it.And I had to go like tomorrow...urhg...I'm tired.Now, if they rejected my application, I'll just shove those papers into their ass.Then stand in the middle of busy road and let a huge truck hit my body.xD

okay...you can skip that and just read the chapter.I did not make a cut coz I forgot the code.


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12
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Yunho's POV


It’s Sunday. I just realized if after I saw a calendar marked with black tint on 19 June.

I'm sitting at the edge of JaeJoong's bed, holding tight a piece of white paper with JaeJoong's handwritings on it.

"Sorry Yunho, I have to leave now. After I take care of everything, I’ll come home. Please tell Junsu and can you please, keep Yoochun away from Junsu.

The almighty Kim JaeJoong."


I spent almost half of the night bawling my eyes out, chanting 'don’t leave me' into his ears and now I got him leaving me again. Even karma is better than this.


What could I do? As a guy, the only things I could do are........


Sighing heavily.


I had a bad feeling about this. He left me half naked on my his bed with a note attached to my chest. Who’d have done that??

How I got half naked? I have no idea.Dont ask me.


If I don’t know him, I'd say he tried to rape me. But I knew him TOO well.


Lesson 3 : Kim JaeJoong hate skin-ship with human being (I'm being serious).Including his parents and his only brother. But if you wanted to try the taste of his toes in your nose, just try a simple hand gesture to his arms. You’ll never forget the feeling of Kim JaeJoong 'inside' you for life.


It was true. Until last night, when he tried to rip my shirt off. I thought he changed but I was wrong. The moment my chest revealed to the open air, he suddenly had both his hands covering his mouth. Looked like he was having difficulty to breath. He ran towards the bathroom and god knows what he did in there.


He'll never change. But I will change him.Hehehehe. (I think you could see horns growing on my head.)



"AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~"


Huh? I think that's Junsu.


The voice came from the bathroom.


The one in Junsu's room of course.



Now, where’s his room?


To the left, there’s a door.


I opened the door and a king sized bed with blue sheet could be seen. Facing the window, the room coloured with blue and white paint, with a slight touch of British style furniture.


From the window, you could see a nice view of Seoul city. In the morning, you'll get to breath in a fresh air-


Pause

Tsu-shi, you made me sounded like a promoter, advertising an apartment. -_-
And this house is NOT even an apartment.

Author : should I change it?


Play.


Enough to say that this room is too nice to be Junsu's.


To the left of this room there's another door.


I cracked the door opened just enough so that I could peek inside it.


And I saw Junsu cringing, while he had his hands pointing towards my direction.


Well, not exactly at me but a bit higher.


"What's wrong?"


I asked but he looked too shocked to speak properly and all that came out of his mouth was only



"Jjhgjngcf rgcjerf%rgf rcfgerj$%%* %G%&%&"

(Reminded me of the part Junsu spoke in 'Kenya' during Starshow.xD)

So, I decided to enter his room, as I closed the door behind me I turned around to see what've make him looked like a constipated polar bear.


The same look pasted on my face when I saw it.


A black boxer hanging on the back of the door, with huge hole at the middle of it. There were huge writings in red covering almost half of the boxer saying


"MICKY, LEAVE MY BROTHER ALONE OR I'LL MAKE YOU WORSE THAN YOUR BOXER."


Just after I finished reading the 'boxer’, the door cracked opened and Yoochun showed up wearing a towel loosely around his small waist.


"Junsu, I still can’t find my boxer. Did you find it.......?”


His left eyebrow went higher and he dragged the last word longer before


"-hereeeeeeeeeee~Ahhhhhhh!!!"


Yeah.The same expression.


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4 days later...




JaeJoong's POV



*at the club*


After I left the house with a note for Yunho and my 'soon-to-brother-in-law’, I-

Wait, where’s the list again?

Oh yeah, in the back pocket of my jeans.


KIM JAEJOONG TO DO MUST DO LIST

1. Teach Young Jae a lesson (for trying to kill me)
2. Make Sang Choo pay all the debts (checked the account book, he got lot more to pay)
3. Retire
4. Set the team free
5. Propose Yunho.
5. Find Junsu a girlfriend.
5. Kill Micky.


Again, I'm here to go on with the 3rd thing in my list, to retire.


Why retiring?

Well, obviously as a wife, I can’t join any gang and have to stay at home with my husband.

Even if he allowed me to stay with the team, I'm going to refuse.

After all, I wanted to be a good wife to my hubby and make him happy.

I'll cherish him like a new-born baby.

In the morning, I’ll make him a perfect breakfast. Can you imagine? The look on his face when he eat my hand-made strawberry cake, along with his favourite cappuccino made from fresh grounded coffee beans picked by me.Ahhh~

After he leaves to work, I’ll wait for him at home at the same time preparing for a romantic candle-light dinner.


Can you imagine that?


And at night, after we finished our dinner-


Pause.


Author : *coughs*Could you please move on to the next scene please?


*%#$%#$#$#%^%^$%#$%#$#$#%



Play.


As wished from the author, I couldn’t move on with my story and had to proceed to the next scene which happened in the club.


My whole team sitting around the oval-shaped table with huge hole in the middle, giving their fullest attention towards me.

Beside me was Young Jae, standing straight like a soldier.


"I..."


I began.


"I'm retiring."


Gasped could be heard from every corner of the room. From the corner of my eyes, I saw Young Jae boring a look at my pretty face.


My team, known as the toughest team amongst the gangs in Seoul. But at a moment like this, there were acting like girls who got rejected from their boyfriends.


Some had their hands covering their mouth. Some I saw were started to get teary.


As a going-to-be-ex-leader, I could only sigh.


"I'm sorry. I’d very special moments with all of you. And since I started it, I'm going to end this too. I set you all free. Be good and never get involve into gang again. It’s not healthy."


Oh my god.


At a moment like this, I feel like I'm not me.


3 years ago, I was the one who said 'Let us be the strongest and biggest team in Korea and ASIA!!!!!!"

Now, it's like I'm telling them to give up and go home.


And I feel like crying also.


It’s all because I fell in love. Stupid Jung Yunho.


The boys started to get calmer. Just before I step out from the room, one of them I remembered as Kwon Chae Moo said


"Leader, be happy and don’t forget to invite us to your wedding with Yunho hyung."


How did he know?


I had no idea. Probably Young Jae told them.


I don’t care. I already out of the room and was passing by the bar before I grab a bottle of vodka as the dam of tears broke in my eyes.


So true. I’m one sensitive leader.


Now, where’s the list again?


Found it.


KIM JAEJOONG TO DO MUST DO LIST

1. Teach Young Jae a lesson (for trying to kill me)
2. Make Sang Choo pay all the debts (checked the account book, he got lot more to pay)
2. Find Park Sang Choo.(Young Jae said he's looking for me.)
3. Retire
4. Set the team free
5. Propose Yunho.
5. Find Junsu a girlfriend.
5. Kill Micky.

“Oh, well. What we have here? Kim Jae Joon. It’s been a long time since our last ‘meeting’.”

A guy with dirty brown hair, munching something which I thought dried prawn based on the smell but was wrong when he spat a huge hairball to his feet.Eww.What is he? A cat?

He even said my name wrongly.


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Behind the scene

["AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~"
Junsu screams was coming from his bedroom.]

Take 1

Junsu : AHHHHHHHH!
Yunho : *kicked the door opened* No fear, my dear.Super Yunho is coming for rescue.
Junsu : O_o
Yunho : O_O.Oh.I thought you were Joongie.
PD : Cut!
Yoochun : *screaming from behind the set* That’s suppose to my line!!!

Take 2

Junsu : AHHHHHHH!
Yunho : *entering the room* What’s wrong?
Junsu : *jumping into Yunho’s arm* I was scared. There’s a spider on the ceiling.
JaeJoong : KIM JUNSU,I’LL KILL YOU!!!!
PD : *sigh*CUT. Take him out.

Take 3

Junsu : AHHHHHHHH!
Yunho : *pushing the door* What’s wr-
Yoochun : *kicking Yunho from the outside* Don’t worry, my baby. Your sexy Chunnie is here.
JaeJoong : *clapping excitedly* BRAVO.BRAVO.

PD : *throws the script* I GIVE UP!

wahahaha~

just one hour ago,I brought my new notebook!!!

xDD

new..!!!!!xD

sorry...I had a stomach pain felt like I just miscariaged a twin..xD

so..the happiness is quite in control..xD

but the spelling just all over the place!!!xD

heck.who cares?xD

Title: First Love
Author: tsushio
Pairing: Jaeho/Yunjae,Yoosu
Length: chaptered
Genre: Romance/a bit humor
Rating: PG13
Summary: Kim JaeJoong regain his mind and memory.Young Jae love the change.What will happen next?

warning :
1. The chapters are short.
2. My grammars and vocabs aren't perfect.Mistakes are everywhere.
3. Sometimes it can be confusing.
4. I've warn you.xD


( 11 )

Title: My heart feels sorry
Pairing: JaeHo
Genre: Romance
Disclaimer: They are never mine.
Summary: Love has its own time, its own season, and its own reasons from coming and going. You cannot bribe it or coerce it or reason it into staying. You can only embrace it when it arrives and give it away when it comes to you.
--Kent Nerburn

Warning : It is quite short and simple.Inspired by a music video by lee ji hoon.xD.Mistakes are everywhere.You had been warned.xD.Sorry.Enjoy.

teaser : its a bit sad I think.hurm.I dont know.xD


( My heart feels sorry )

I should be working on my fic now but sorry to people who read it coz the next update will be quite late coz i'm having a mood changes.T_T

that's how this one-shot came out.xD

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hehe.Suddenly,I felt like making NGs.Inspired by a write who always made NGs for her great fics.xD.You know who she is.xD



NG


Jae : *searching for Yunho inside a coffee shop*

Yunho : *talking to a sexy waitress*Hye,what's you name?

Jae : YAHHH!!!JUNG YUNHO!!!!!

PD : CUT!!!What Yunho was doing here?!?!


NG


Jae : I love you.

Yunho : .......


Jae : YAHH!!I SAID I LOVE YOU!!!!

Yunho : ZZZZzzz~

PD : CUT!!Wake him up!!!

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Title: First Love
Author: tsushio
Pairing: Jaeho/Yunjae,Yoosu
Length: chaptered
Genre: Romance/a bit humor
Rating: PG13
Summary: *coming soon*

for now : Kim JaeJoong regain his mind and memory.Young Jae love the change.What will happen next?Meanwhile, someone's building their own love castle.

warning : The chapters are usually very short.Mistakes already part of my writing style.xDD.Sorry about that.The change in pov will be very obvious,be alert.Coz i dont feel like writing 'jaejoong's pov' in every change,it sounded boring and xD,unless it is other person than jaejoong.I'm a noob in writing.Sorry if my story is not good.


( 10 )

Update :
I.  ATTENTION!!!NO UPDATE WILL BE MADE ON THIS ENTRY!!Why?Becoz updates will be made in another entry under the same tag.You may request in this entry but will be fulfilled in the other entry.



You may request me to upload any file on a different servers.I'll help you as far as I can.Happy downloading!!!!!!
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Title: First Love
Author: tsushio
Pairing: Jaeho/Yunjae,Yoosu
Length: chaptered
Genre: Romance/a bit humor
Rating: PG13
Summary: *coming soon*

for now : Kim JaeJoong regain his mind and memory.Yunho hate JaeJoong.But Young Jae love the change.What will happen next?Meanwhile, someone's building their own love castle.

warning : The chapters are usually very short.Mistakes already part of my writing style.xDD.Sorry about that.The change in pov will be very obvious,be alert.Coz i dont feel like writing 'jaejoong's pov' in every change,it sounded boring and xD,unless it is other person than jaejoong.I'm a noob in writing.Sorry if my story is not good or confusing.


You can find the rest of the chapter in my lj but only prologue and 1st 3 chapters are public.


( JaeJoong ignored me )

A little moment I caught(with my unexpected jaeho eyes...xD) during the perfomance of Forever Love at the bigeast fan meeting.







awww...junsu and jaejoong singing together~~..how sweet~~





but someone back there was not in a good mood that day...kekekek..*evil laugh*..





the deathly glare~~as if he's saying

"You better get your eyes of my wifey."


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sorry...I never did an analysis...and I dont want to call this an analysis either...xDD

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a little old sweet moment during 'I believe' music video....









caps done by me
video credit as tagged

SAENG ILL CHUK HA HAMNIDA~
SAENG ILL CHUK HA HAMNIDA...
SARANGHA NEUN YOOCHUN OPPA~
SAENG ILL CHUK HA HAMNIDA~!!!

MIANHE OPPA~~I'M A BIT LATE COZ MY STUPID UGLY STINKY USED THE COMPUTER JUST WHEN THE CLOCK STRIKE 12.00 P.M.T_T

OPPA~~SAENG ILL CHUK HA HAE~~I HOPE YOU'LL HAVE A GREAT YEAR AND HOPE ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE!!STAY HEALTHY!~~

MOST IMPORTANT EAT WELL AND NEVER HURT YOURSELF JUST TO SATISFY US FANGIRLS...xDD

IT HURT ME MORE SEEING YOU IN PAIN....X_X

Yoochun oppa probably will never read this but just typing all this laready made me feeling relief and with hope he'll be safe and be happy no matter where he is now.

Title: First Love
Author: tsushio
Pairing: Jaeho/Yunjae
Length: chaptered
Genre: Romance
Rating: PG13
Summary: Something happened in the past that changed the Kim's family.What happened to JaeJoong?What changed him?

But someone's here to tell a story of his 1st and special love.[sorry for the summary...T_T]

warning : The chapters are usually very short.Mistakes already part of my writing style.xDD.Sorry about that.The change in pov will be very obvious,be alert.Coz i dont feel like writing 'jaejoong's pov' in every change,it sounded boring and xD,unless it is other person than jaejoong.I'm a noob in writing.Sorry if my story is not good or confusing.







( insert your own personalized text here... )

Title: First Love
Author: tsushio
Pairing: Jaeho/Yunjae
Length: chaptered
Genre: Romance
Rating: PG13
Summary: Something happened in the past that changed the Kim's family.What happened to JaeJoong?What changed him?

But someone's here to tell a story of his 1st and special love.[sorry for the summary...T_T]

warning : The chapters are usually very short.Mistakes already part of my writing style.xDD.Sorry about that.The change in pov will be very obvious,be alert.Coz i dont feel like writing 'jaejoong's pov' in every change,it sounded boring and xD,unless it is other person than jaejoong.I'm a noob in writing.Sorry if my story is not good or confusing.





( Chapter 7 )

Title: First Love
Author: tsushio
Pairing: Jaeho/Yunjae
Length: chaptered
Genre: Romance
Rating: PG13
Summary: Something happened in the past that changed the Kim's family.What happened to JaeJoong?What changed him?

But someone's here to tell a story of his 1st and special love.[sorry for the summary...T_T]

warning : The chapters are usually very short.Mistakes already part of my writing style.xDD.Sorry about that.The change in pov will be very obvious,be alert.Coz i dont feel like writing 'jaejoong's pov' in every change,it sounded boring and xD,unless it is other person than jaejoong.I'm a noob in writing.Sorry if my story is not good or confusing.



for prev. chapter, check my lj.


( Part 2 )

Probably the last~~...

Enjoy.

Warning : Contains Dbsk pairing.


Probably not as funny as the prev. batch..T_T

[Some from my collection, some I remember from soompi and yahoo.kr and few other forums I dont remember.

But credit as tagged and to everybody who deserve it.]

( hulala~ )

Title: First Love
Author: tsushio
Pairing: Jaeho/Yunjae
Length: chaptered
Genre: Romance
Rating: PG13
Summary: Something happened in the past that changed the Kim's family.What happened to JaeJoong?What changed him?
But someone's here to tell a story of his 1st and special love.

warning : The chapters are usually very short.Mistakes already part of my writing style.xDD.Sorry about that.The change in pov will be very obvious,be alert.Coz i dont feel like writing 'jaejoong's pov' in every change,it sounded boring and xD,unless it is other person than jaejoong.I'm a noob in writing.Sorry if my story is not good.



for prev. chapter, check my lj.



( Chapter 6 - Part 1 )

Because I was bored and my parents are having the TV for themselves,

here I present you the 3rd batch~~

[Some from my collection, some from soompi.

I dont know who to credit coz I dont remember whr I found the pics...xDD

But credit as tagged and whoever made/took the pic. :D]


( tada... )

Glad soo many people love the 1st batch...xDD

I have more~~

Again...

Some from my collection, some from soompi.

I dont know who to credit coz I dont remember whr I found the pics...xDD

But credit as tagged and whoever made/took the pic. :D

( Click me )

When my photobucket love me again, I'll upload again.

Some from my collection, some from soompi.

I dont know who to credit coz I dont remember whr I found the pics...xDD

But credit as tagged and whoever made/took the pic. :D

( DBSK - Just for Laugh )